fractured heart
you are my silverlining

He sat down next to her.
She gave him a sad smile

She wanted to break down in his arms
but he wasn't hers. not anymore.

He spoke softly

Can I ask you something?

She spoke softer

Yeah

He leaned in and whispered in her ear

Do you still love me?

There was pain in his voice, a fragility he only showed her

I need to know

There was nothing to think about. the anwer was clear as day
yet it came out as a strangled whisper

yes

She couldn't look him in the eye. fearing what she might find hidden there

do.. uhm.. do you?

He didn't speak. she couldn't find the courage to look up to him

suddenly his hand was on her cheek, brushing the hair from her face

You know I do

She knows he will kiss her. It's all she's wanted in months
What she wants more than anything. but she's afraid
afraid she won't be able to stop

He glances to see if they are watching

Then his lips are on hers, he's kissing her and she's drowning
tears are streaming down her cheeks, she's falling and he's catching her

They break apart. and the tears don't stop

I miss you

He holds her tight against him

I should go

She knows she'll never make it without him

Yeah.. I know

He drops a soft kiss on her forehead

I don't want to leave you


She pulls away from him, trying to let him go

You don't have a choice